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Disclaimer: All is Marvel's, nothing is mine.

Thanks to: [livejournal.com profile] resolute, for beta-reading.

Pairing: Emma/Scott, with references to past relationships on both sides.

Spoiler: Nothing beyond the basic Astonishing X-Men set-up.

Author's Note: Why yes, this would be my contribution to Valentine's Day, posted now because I'm not sure about my online access on the 14th.






Emma Frost does not do Valentine's Day. It's an invention by florist and Hallmark, and since she doesn't hold shares in the relevant companies, she doesn't care.

That's her story, and she's sticking to it.

Since she has no intention of honoring the holiday, she most certainly does not wonder whether Scott will. She is sure Scott and Jean never missed a Valentine's Day since the time they were teenagers at Xavier's, and inviting comparisons would be betraying an insecurity she feels she has dealt with by now. If Scott should, by any chance, give her something – a card, flowers, or perhaps a funny email designed to make her laugh between grading papers, because that would be the Scott thing to do – she will act surprised, amused, and grateful. She will have a clever remark at hand, which shouldn't be a problem, she's good with improvising these kind of things, and she might reveal she has booked a table at a restaurant which has reasonable good food and, more importantly, an Easy Rider theme, with photos of Dennis Hopper and Peter Fonda on their motorcycles on the walls. She'll look completely out of place there in her white evening dress and she'll be completely happy teasing Scott about the fact he will to tell her the model of each motorcycle, brand name, year of construction, all of it.

On the other hand, it's far more likely that the table will remain empty. It's not that Scott won't remember, because Scott is good about dates, good enough for it to be a curse. Look in his mind, and you'll find the knowledge of the exact day he met Charles Xavier, the day he first saw Jean, the day Xavier told him he was special, the day he left Lee, the day he left Madelyne.

For some reason, he does not remember the day or even month of the first time Emma kissed him, either dressed up as Jean in his mind or in actual physical fact. But he does remember the day and night they spent in Hongkong, long before that, just talking about everything and nothing without ever touching once, the way her dress was crumbled and the songs she said she liked. She knows this because she caught the memory, just recently, when he looked at her while she did her best not to explode while some reporter rang her up to get a tell-all on her affair with Tony Stark "in light of recent events".

No, Scott will have remembered the date in time. He won't do anything, though. At least Emma is reasonably sure he won't. Not because he feels he's still betraying Jean, but because he'll see it as something Emma doesn't want. He'll have doubts about this during the entire day, however, and will at last consult Hank because he believes Hank to be the X-Man with the best handle on Emma, and Hank will tell him not to be foolish. Which won't be a help at all, but Hank will refuse to elaborate. So Scott will drive out to Westchester and get her something, her favourite perfume, perhaps, or the first Prime Suspect on dvd because he knows she's a fan despite pretending not to have used her telepathy to make Helen Mirren sign her an autograph the one time she met the woman at a party, and then made her forget about it in the next moment. By then it will be too late for dinner in Westchester, of course, but what use is being rich if you can't book a table in various restaurants across various time zones in America and tell your company's jet to take you there?

Actually, the question as to whether or not Scott will do anything will in all likelihood turn out to be irrelevant. Because it is nearly Valentine's Day and she already has a headache from all the hormonal teenagers around her working themselves into a frenzy of embarrassment, angst and desire. The day itself will probably make her walk around in diamond form the entire time so she won't have to read anyone's thoughts. Besides, another crisis is due to arrive, which it undoubtedly will the very moment she or Scott will find the leisure to talk to each other. So there is really no need to be prepared for anything, beyond a battle to the death or two, and possibly Senator Kelley turning out to be Scott's father's illegitimate love child by Mystique.

They'll deal with the crisis, they'll fight, perhaps not even with each other, and then, in the early morning hours, when they'll be back and in their bed, too tired for sex, too wired and awake from what happened to go to sleep, they'll watch some Japanese cartoons which for some reason are always on tv between 3 and 6 am. They'll think of Hongkong, and he'll smile at her. She won't say anything, just put her hand on his cheek, feeling his stubble scratching her chin, and then, around five, she'll finally be able to go to sleep. She won't dream of Genosha once, and when she wakes up again, not later than half past seven because that is the way things are at a school, they'll make love, unhurried and at peace.

Emma Frost doesn't do Valentine's Day. But sometimes, the habits she does not have find a way to catch her.

Date: 2007-02-12 06:03 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lifewithlogan.livejournal.com
Oh, wow .... this is wonderful, from the "love child by Mystique" snark, to ... wel .... everything.

I love the idea of Emma walking around in diamond form all day to avoid horny teenager thoughts.

Actually, I love just about everything about this. Thank you for writing and sharing it.

Date: 2007-02-12 06:13 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] selenak.livejournal.com
*blushes* You're welcome.

Date: 2007-02-12 11:16 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] wychwood
Oh, this is lovely. I like how Emma "doesn't do Valentine's Day" except for how she really really does. And the way she's obviously spent time thinking of something that Scott would enjoy, and the snark about Kelley, and the knowledge that of course something will go tragically wrong, because it always does, and Hank and all of it :)

Date: 2007-02-12 12:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] selenak.livejournal.com
I like how Emma "doesn't do Valentine's Day" except for how she really really does

That would be the perfect summary.*g* I enjoyed writing it very much.

Date: 2007-02-12 11:33 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] st-aurafina.livejournal.com
Oh, Emma. I love the way she's convincing herself that she doesn't really care about whether Scott remembers or not, and that in the end, she knows it's going to be okay. (And I really love the Helen Mirren cameo - that's so funny!)

Thanks, and...

Date: 2007-02-12 12:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] selenak.livejournal.com
Here I was thinking "what tv show and/or actress would Emma be a fan of?" and then I thought, of course, Helen Mirren as DCI Jane Tennison!

Date: 2007-02-12 03:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] likeadeuce.livejournal.com
Okay, first, I saw you wrote this and I had to flail around for a while until I was composed enough to read it. And then I read it and I had to flail a little longer before I could comment. *is your prostrate fangirl*

Okay, now I think I'm coherent. I love this (did that come through above? it's the excited kind of flail). She's just so Emma, so defended even from herself that I don't think she even really knows whether she really believes he's going to ignore the day, or she's afraid he will, or she's hoping he will. . . and she knows just what she's going to do if he does, or if he doesn't, and she still has a backup plan. Then there's the part of her who knows that some disaster is going to come along anyway and even if the day starts out being about the two of them, it probably won't end up that way, and she's resigned to it because she knows what their lives are like.

I love all the little references in here (Senator Kelly! Tony Stark!) and I particularly love the way you brought in the Hongkong trip -- because it's canon that they talked all night, which isn't exactly a typical thing for Scott, and later on he trusted her enough to come to her to talk about Jean, so there must have been some kind of personal connection that happened between them, so it's great that you brought that in (though it also makes me really sad for Jean, but that's the curse of the love triangle of course --)
I also love the dates he remembers and the ones he doesn't (of course, he'd remember the women that he left; he probably remembers the days Jean died better than her birthday or their anniversary).

Am losing the battle with incoherence completely here but, just, yes!

*beams*

Date: 2007-02-12 03:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] selenak.livejournal.com
I particularly love the way you brought in the Hongkong trip -- because it's canon that they talked all night, which isn't exactly a typical thing for Scott

Yes. I remember you once said to me you see this as the X-Men variation of "Lost in Translation", and that's how I imagine it happening, too.

I also love the dates he remembers and the ones he doesn't (of course, he'd remember the women that he left; he probably remembers the days Jean died better than her birthday or their anniversary).

Flippant reply: A scene in the X-Mansion:

Wing: What's up with Mr. Summers?
Hisako: Today is Ms' Grey's death day.
Wing: Huh? I thought she died on bladiblah.
Hisako: No, the other death day.
Wing: But wasn't that March?
Hisako: No, the other one...

Serious reply: He would, the angst-ridden man. And yes to the Emma analysis.

Re: *beams*

Date: 2007-02-12 04:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] likeadeuce.livejournal.com
Here's the way I figure it: he spent those years in the orphanage with his parents' death looming is this cataclysmic event in the past, and canonically he wasn't even able to remember it until years later (getting the memories back is part of the post-Dark Phoenix 'D'Spayre Demon' dream sequence, the same one where he visualizes witnessing the deaths of all his friends, then marrying Jean and then killing her with his eyeblasts when he tries to kiss her --)

So, anyway. . . since he can't remember the actual events, then the date that it happened would be something he could learn/remember and fixate on. I wonder, in your story, if he doesn't remember the dates he kissed Emma, because he didn't want to admit to himself that they were important -- yet he knew Hong Kong was.

And Hisako -- preparing for her own life of angst and emotional damage, all right!

Date: 2007-02-12 03:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sionnain.livejournal.com
Oh this is YAY! I love this, esp. the end. ::happy sigh::

By then it will be too late for dinner in Westchester, of course, but what use is being rich if you can't book a table in various restaurants across various time zones in America and tell your company's jet to take you there?

So very Emma! I really love this, yay!

I have a S/E valentines story, too, and my Emma doesn't like V-Day either. ::giggles:: Awesome!!

Thank you!

Date: 2007-02-12 03:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] selenak.livejournal.com
I have a S/E valentines story, too, and my Emma doesn't like V-Day either.

Which is why we put her in it, of course!

Re: Thank you!

Date: 2007-02-12 03:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sionnain.livejournal.com
Of course! Emma is so fun to torment.

::twirls you:: I was so excited to see S/E from you YAY! What a great Monday gift :)

Date: 2007-02-12 06:01 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] musamea.livejournal.com
Here via [livejournal.com profile] sionnain and [livejournal.com profile] likeadeuce's recs. And oh my, this is wonderful. I love how you've captured Emma's ability to deceive/protect herself, the precarious tightrope she's walking... the way she knows that everything will be all right, in the end, even if the world goes to hell getting there. Kudos!

Date: 2007-02-12 06:04 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] selenak.livejournal.com
Thank you; Emma is one of my favourite characters, but that's the first time I tried to capture her in fiction, so I'm relieved I could do her justice...

Date: 2007-02-15 01:44 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] gelliaclodiana
I love this, the way she works through the possibilities, one by one -- all the little details of their life together.

Date: 2007-02-17 11:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] selenak.livejournal.com
I was trying to portray the relationship and their life via those alternates, yes. Thanks for the feedback!

Date: 2007-02-17 09:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] teh-no.livejournal.com
That was so very Emma, regretful that her relationship with Scott isn't all it could be and trying not to be regretful of that very thing.

Thanks

Date: 2007-02-17 11:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] selenak.livejournal.com
She's a fascinating, and I've enjoyed writing her.

Date: 2007-02-18 02:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] viciouswishes.livejournal.com
Most excellent.

Date: 2007-02-18 06:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] selenak.livejournal.com
Thanks!

Date: 2007-03-12 08:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hermionesviolin.livejournal.com
[here via likeadeuce's rec from last month -- yeah, I'm kinda slow]

Echoing what everyone else said about how in character this is. (And a great closing line.) And I like the bit about the dates Scott does and does not remember. Very well-done.

Date: 2007-03-13 05:54 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] selenak.livejournal.com
Thank you. 'Twas a pleasure to write.

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